Your life with forgiveness, not with hate or regret
A few months ago a dude added me on myspace. He seemed pretty nice, hed just moved to Melbourne and lived right near me so I met up with him. We went on a few dates to the footy, movies and other stuff. Then I realised how many girls he tuned on myspace. He deleted his friends on a daily basis, trying to hide something hmm? Had no comments, which he deleted also. I ended up getting deleted too cause I asked him why he had so many myspace girlfriends. Anyways he added me back today and asked me how I was going etc etc. It was pretty funny cause Im quite sure a girl (one of MY friends) is now in love with him even though theyve never met, and shes all heartbroken cause shes realised how much of a tune dog he is :P Im glad I do not get attached to guys too quickly anymore before I find out what theyre like. Internet is not a good place to meet people. You have no friends to tell you if theyre a good person or how their record is of treating people.
Spoke to an amazing person tonight. His amazingness isnt because hes goodlooking or covered in tattoos or in some shit band or because hes paid me the slightest bit of attention. Hes the one I mentioned in my first or second post. I dont like him or anything but he is someone I could definately like. I wont though, Im not stupid. The ´amazing´ thing about him is his intelligence. He has so much good advice to give and incredibly honest. Hes caring but not because he wants anything. He is a beautiful person and I do not say that about hardly anyone. He has sex with quite a few girls but he admits it which is the best part. He just loves sex and doesnt hide it from people he talks to. But not in a seedy way. He still respects girls so much. He just gets life and how it works.
To do list: Find someone this beautiful to love.
