Someone sent me something the other day..
We were talking about the show Californication and he was telling me how much he relates to the main character Hank.
‘In every way.. A struggling artist, has sex with people I don’t
love and never seek anything from it. Me and my ex still love each
other but she loves someone else and it kills me just like it kills
Hank, but he’s still so chilled about everything, and he has awesome
morals, like if someone says something bad or touches a woman he´s
ready to fight for that, like me. Even his best mate, just like my best
mate.’
found this pretty interesting. I don’t know how to describe why. Haven’t talked to this boy long but he’s one of those people who radiate positiveness and seems to know alot about everything.
It really shits me when girls go on about how they love someone who hurts them consistently, yet they stick around because it’s better than having noone. Why it annoys me is because they are SO young and have so much time to come to get things right. Someone who hurts you and knows they are doing this does not love you. Why should you give them the chance to hurt you again and again. I need to take my advice aswell because even though I haven’t put up with shit lately it seems like I’m still in a rush. The more shit you put up with, the more shit you’re going to get. Because you’re lowering yourself to that standard; in your head you’re thinking you’re not worth more so you will attract people treating you like this. I’ve learnt this the hard way. If you accept nothing but the best in life, for whatever it is you’re wanting, very often you will get it, I believe that 100%.
In the last few years I’ve liked so many fucking deadshits who at the time seemed sooo perfect, wasted all this time on them instead of just having fun with my friends which I definately should have done instead. My family are the ones who stopped me from messing up even worse. I promise to appreciate you every day. <3.
