October 2009
11 posts
Hairz
So Im gradually going blonde for summer.
I had jet black hair to start off with.
I then got some blonde in it:
So Ive waited a fair long time to go blonder cause I knew I had to give it time to get rid of a bit of the black.. Ive had this browny colour for about 3 months? Anyhow Im suprised I kept it that long. I dont want to go through the shit stages of orange/reddy colours to get to...
There are a few things I really enjoy.
Pure hearted people.
Food.
Sex.
Dancing/nights out/drinking.
Having doobs on the beach with good friends.
I dont see the problem if people want to have sex with different people. Everyone gets so judgemental if they find someones been having sex with someone else they know. I choose personally not to go fucking a million people, but Im not gonna not be...
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You may feel alone when you’re falling asleep And every time tears roll down your cheeks But I know your heart belongs to someone you’ve yet to meet And someday you will be loved. You’ll be loved, you’ll be loved Like you never have known And the memories of me Will seem more like bad dreams Just a series of blurs Like I never occurred Someday you will be loved.
Last night was the best night Ive had in a looong time.
Danced my heart out with Sarah, Megan, Emily, Shea and Cathy.
My legs are dead today.
But Ive never actually gone to a proper club before and danced and my first real ´club´ experience was last night and it was pretty fun. Im looking forward to going a fair bit more.
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I dont know why I have lived in the shadow of other people. It really...
Sun Heights
Things are looking up! 500 days of summer is an amazing movie. Saw it last night with Kira + Jacinta. Good night.
Today was hilarious with sarah and megan..
Finally feeling okay, this is a big deal for me.
Going out for once this weekend.
Having a BBQ soon.
Off to work.
Cursed
The realisation that I still dont know what Im doing here
Put in perspective I am nothing, we are nothing
It feels like something has been wasted and I am fading
Time is growing against me, as I grow tired of being just another soul spent searching for something inside. I hate my fucking guts, I hate desire, I hate lust
I hate humanity, I hate instinctively
I hate this fucking world for...
I am the same old mistakes repeated.
only one reason people hang off people like you. When this little phase dies I wonder how youll feel? Empty? I would. Knowing youre just surrounded by people who like the idea of how you make them look & leaving behind something real.
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Have you ever wondered what it would feel like to stand at the edge of the earth, to be able to look back over your shoulder and see all the broken hearts, wasted chances, the passion, hate, beauty. All the things you wouldn’t notice otherwise. Open your eyes.
This band has a thin leg policy.
Fuck, people are reblogging what Ive written?
I didnt even know people could see this unless I let them. Oh well. Thanks haha
Googling my email address was entertainment and a half!! I found my Deviantart from when I was 14!
the mighty boosh is so entertaining. I love love love it. Ive gotten shelby addicted.
Saw Inglourious Basterds last night. It was gooood. I love the main female character....
caught in the crowd
There was a guy at my school when i was in high school We’d ride side by side in the morning on our bicycles Never even spoken or faced each other But on the last hill we’d race each other When we reached the racks we’d each go our own way I wasn’t in his classes, didn’t know his name When we finally got to speak he just stared at his feet And mumbled a...
September 2009
8 posts
I don't feel like waking up and facing the world...
afallingsky:
lumieremotion:artfag:(via haleyworldeater)
Everything loses its novelty and ends up meaningless sooner or later.
People can just be so stupid, it astounds me.
I feel like I should be mad, but this has happened to me so many times Im accustomed to it, it doesnt suprise me, its just so typical.
I feel like Ive lost something but when I had it it didnt make me that happy anyway because Im just empty.
Everything is a temporary high....
I want to know who’s for real, All this talk of having my back has been overdone.
I have no compassion for this fucking trend.. Fuck your ‘family’ fuck your ‘friends’.
Don’t have my fucking back.
Your days have finally come to an end.
You pick up pieces of broken hearts that your hands could never mend.
You turned your back when things got rough And the...
Ｏｒｃｈｅｓｔｒａ ｏｆ Ｗｏｌｖｅｓ
Ｔｈｅ ｈａｒｄｅｓｔ ｔｈｉｎｇ ｙｏｕ´ｌｌ ｅｖｅｒ ｌｅａｒｎ， ｉｓ ｊｕｓｔ ｔｏ ｌｏｖｅ， ａｎｄ ｂｅ ｌｏｖｅｄ ｉｎ ｒｅｔｕｒｎ．
Beautiful.
‘I can’t stop thinking about you…’ I love how you message me when I’m thinking about messaging you but I dont want to because whenever I have in the past Ive come off as too keen to others. I love how you mean what you say. Im going op shopping soon. I hope I find some nice things.
I am so glad I have met you. If this works I promise to appreciate you every day.
You...
Live
Your life with forgiveness, not with hate or regret
A few months ago a dude added me on myspace. He seemed pretty nice, hed just moved to Melbourne and lived right near me so I met up with him. We went on a few dates to the footy, movies and other stuff. Then I realised how many girls he tuned on myspace. He deleted his friends on a daily basis, trying to hide something hmm? Had no comments,...
Tonight
Theres going to be heaps of spelling mistakes in this one lol
Today went to knox. Got y septum ring changed.
Went to the city, met up with Matt and wasnt THAT fun :/ He is a douche. Barely talked the whole tie when he nagged me to come see him on the busiest day I have. Then acted like he did nt wanna be there at all. Kept saying really fucking rude coments and had no ppersonality, then when I...
7th and 5th
not a threat, just a fact, I see right through the way you act
sick and tired of letting this slip un-turn our back, time to face it its not over yet, fuck you your nothing new
time after time you never you never see things through look again its all coming back at you time after time you never see things through look again its all coming back at you cause i know a thing or two about...
August 2009
6 posts
“So make sure you love like you’ve never been hurt And when you dance, dance like there’s no one watching you” You can waste your time, redefining the day that music died Or you can spend your life, guilt free and ostracized ‘Cause all the fashion in the world won’t save you now. It’s something, I’ll write it down for you. “So make sure you...
First love.
I don’t believe in perfect, I believe in perfectly imperfect.
I have so much to be grateful for, good friends, and a good family that cares about me enough to stop me from doing the wrong thing instead of not caring.
Life is amazing.
good times.
The past few days have been pretty good. Yesterday me and mum just went to Knox for lunch, had chinese. Yummm. And then we picked up a few things, I spent too much money. Bought an older Alexis album for something to listen to cause my Ipod is farked. They are really amazing, I cant wait to see them at Soundwave. After work yesterday I got ready and headed over to Lukey’s for uno drinking...
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Too good for where I’m heading, not good enough for where I want to be.
This is all too familiar.
Someone sent me something the other day..
We were talking about the show Californication and he was telling me how much he relates to the main character Hank.
‘In every way.. A struggling artist, has sex with people I don’t love and never seek anything from it. Me and my ex still love each other but she loves someone else and it kills me just like it kills Hank, but he’s...
#1
Was reading back on old, old blogs I made in 2006, 2007, last year and this year. I don’t even remember writing half of them but I remember the events happening and how interesting it is to have stuff to look back on and that’s why I’m doing this. If I eventually get into the habit of posting on here every few days, in a few years I’ll print them out and keep them to...