October 20, 2009
Hairz

So Im gradually going blonde for summer.

I had jet black hair to start off with.

I then got some blonde in it:

So Ive waited a fair long time to go blonder cause I knew I had to give it time to get rid of a bit of the black.. Ive had this browny colour for about 3 months? Anyhow Im suprised I kept it that long. I dont want to go through the shit stages of orange/reddy colours to get to blonde.

Im getting my tattoo done before I get my hair done because if I start mucking around with my hair and Im not happy with it its going to consume all my money haha, so better to get my tattoo before hand.

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October 19, 2009

There are a few things I really enjoy.

Pure hearted people.

Food.

Sex.

Dancing/nights out/drinking.

Having doobs on the beach with good friends.

I dont see the problem if people want to have sex with different people. Everyone gets so judgemental if they find someones been having sex with someone else they know. I choose personally not to go fucking a million people, but Im not gonna not be friends with someone if they do, Im not gonna judge them. If youre not cheating or stepping on anyones toes, such as if its someone your friends interested in, and so on then who cares, it doesnt affect you. The human body is quite beautiful and I enjoy being nude. Sex is the most natural thing and if I want to get my bang on with someone I will, nothing wrong with that. Some straight edge people go on and on about their beliefs,  umm people who do drugs are making their own choice just as you are. People change their minds about things in life all the time, you cant bag people for changing their life choices..

If someone wants to take photos of themself half naked then let them do it. Again not what Id choose to do but its different for everyone. There is a difference I believe though, between sleaziness and being comfortable enough with yourself to do these things. If youre doing it to somehow validate yourself through other people, its not right. If you are desperate for attention its not really right cause I believe all these things just show how insecure you are which is the complete opposite of what its meant to be.

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October 17, 2009
~

You may feel alone when you’re falling asleep
And every time tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you’ve yet to meet
And someday you will be loved.

You’ll be loved, you’ll be loved
Like you never have known
And the memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved.

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October 17, 2009

Last night was the best night Ive had in a looong time.

Danced my heart out with Sarah, Megan, Emily, Shea and Cathy.

My legs are dead today.

But Ive never actually gone to a proper club before and danced and my first real ´club´ experience was last night and it was pretty fun. Im looking forward to going a fair bit more.

-

I dont know why I have lived in the shadow of other people. It really is pathetic. And I promise to stop. The only validation I need is from myself.

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October 14, 2009
Sun Heights

Things are looking up! 500 days of summer is an amazing movie. Saw it last night with Kira + Jacinta. Good night.

Today was hilarious with sarah and megan..

Finally feeling okay, this is a big deal for me.

Going out for once this weekend.

Having a BBQ soon.

Off to work.

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October 9, 2009
dis is ma srs face Am I a ~babe~? harhar :)

dis is ma srs face

Am I a ~babe~?

harhar :)

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October 9, 2009
Cursed

The realisation that I still dont know what Im doing here

Put in perspective I am nothing, we are nothing

It feels like something has been wasted and I am fading

Time is growing against me, as I grow tired of being just another soul spent searching for something inside. I hate my fucking guts, I hate desire, I hate lust

I hate humanity, I hate instinctively

I hate this fucking world for fucking hating me.

The chasm in my chest

Screams of resounding emptiness

I´ve never tasted this bitterness, I never felt this solitude, worthlessness

So what great vision is this to sail amongst the vast indifference

Accept a trail to hollow senses, where only tragedy breaks the numbness

So what great epiphany, Will spell out beneath my feet

Chain my wrists, and admit defeat, Imprisoned by the clarity.

So is this destiny,  a doubtful life, feeling empty

Worst of all to make me guilty, blindest of the blind, telling me to see

I might hate this world, I might hate myself

But I won´t be a wasted soul, another ghost like everyone else

This is cursed.

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October 5, 2009
I am the same old mistakes repeated.

only one reason people hang off people like you. When this little phase dies I wonder how youll feel? Empty? I would. Knowing youre just surrounded by people who like the idea of how you make them look & leaving behind something real.

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October 5, 2009
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Have you ever wondered what it would feel like to stand at the edge of the earth, to be able to look back over your shoulder and see all the broken hearts, wasted chances, the passion, hate, beauty. All the things you wouldn’t notice otherwise. Open your eyes.

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October 3, 2009
This band has a thin leg policy.

Fuck, people are reblogging what Ive written?

I didnt even know people could see this unless I let them. Oh well. Thanks haha

Googling my email address was entertainment and a half!! I found my Deviantart from when I was 14!

the mighty boosh is so entertaining. I love love love it. Ive gotten shelby addicted.

Saw Inglourious Basterds last night. It was gooood. I love the main female character. Shes so beautiful!

People on myspace are so predictable! *someone adds me* ´you´re a babe´ WOW. really? Original! Everyone´s such a babe these days.

Feeling muuuuch better than 2 days ago. I know why I was pissed off.

Goobye :}

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